My SpaceShip

I thought My troubles were over once the spaceship had taken off
I hadn't been home in forever . . since I was made to be exact . .I was excited . .
but this feeling really stuck with me . . . .
I started to get angry at myself . . but not to such an extent that others can see my bitterness from within
I just . . wanted to feel him so bad but I have no clue what the feeling may bring me . . .
I didn't even know WHO it was I wanted to feel . .
My spaceship was beautiful . . . it was made especially for me . . though I had to share it with others . .
It was orange with the most beautiful interior design that any human, alien, and/or robot has ever laid eyes on .
It was set up to free my hard drive from overwhelming downloads such as this . .
but . . .i just couldn't seem to let this FEELING go
it wasn't like anything else . . I couldn't just press abort and it would be gone forever . .
this feeling was stuck . . .
then all of a sudden the spaceships engines started to fail . .
the pilot couldn't understand what was going on
but we all understood . .
I was disappointed . . i just wanted to get home and free my mind . . but this spaceship had to have an empty tank
this day. . . was terrible . .
not only does it take light years to get home but I had to sit and wait for damage control right outside of earths atmosphere. .
I then thought to myself maybe this could get better . .
someone rather handsome could sit by me and I might just find my him . . .
but who am I kidding . . what him would dare travel to jupiter alone
I guess I'd always just be a lonely space princess