My Foe

My head is held high
for God is standing by my side

and as intimidating it may seem
there is no right to lessen me

My mistakes have made me fall
but with his grace I stand tall

I am the great oak in the barren field
though nothing around me, my beauty is sealed

protected from those who try to ax my strength
you've traveled far, but I've come a greater length

you've bent over backwards, me and him fought through
what you may build up, it crashed by twos

and you are with me until the very end
but I know better than to call you my friend

The Fool

Don't let me fool myself, get too full of myself
gone crazy in my corner praying to God he'd let me rule myself
the consequence of disaster and disobedience to the heart
Falling down apologizing yet not knowing where to start
This is what happens, and what has happened before
I can not, I will not be a fool any more
so let my walls build higher, let me float to the heavens
Let me start over complete, let me be the number seven
Because I can't roam the earth half empty, and incomplete
Lord lift me from my torment, bring me to my feet
No weapon formed against me shall prosper, No malicious form of tools
but I never felt more vulnerable, to the weapon of the fool

Still Here

The world can end today
everything diminished within flames of a fire
earth: now a dry wasteland
all humans destroyed
not even the spirit of ashes float amongst this barren plot
the very thought of any existence now vanished into fantasy
of nobody but everyone who remains
and even their lives are only a spec
and dust clouds form to create more havoc
upon a wasteland of anything and nothing at all
but the specs remain, the fantasies there
while the people smart enough to get out sooner re-appear
and though lifeless and miserable
this wretched planet is nothing but everything
to them
still here

Her Fear

The universe lies within his eyes
and she is captured by the beauty of the vortex
the magnitude of his presence, bigger than what is known
his energy pulls her in, his magnetic field
and as she floats amongst the orbit of her life
she can't resist getting closer
but she fears what lies within his universe
in the eyes of this he
that has thrown her orbit off

The Inevitable

So as I sit here in this empty white room
half crazy, half confused
this state of mind one might find to amuse
but I wish I was on some type of drug to sooth

My thoughts and emotions race against time
Wondering why God takes even the divine
Why sweet mistakes and sour sins intertwine
Why I ended up lost when another I tried to find

Anticipating the day I can run into again
anticipation gone, Lost the already missed friend
a slap in the face, by what I neglected to be pretend
But I need to be optimistic, as I've always been

But why must my thoughts wonder so much
If we have never met, never talked as such
I wouldn't have her presence engraved in my mind
but I've known her and seen her as remarkable and divine

But seeing it as inevitable should calm ones soul
but it enrages my heart so no matter what I'm told
I'll still be in this room, half crazy and half confused
looking for something anything to sooth

I can no longer run into her again
It hurts to loose an already missed friend




R.I.P Jelly : / the other angels will love you