She's Okay

Can't you hear her ???
Can't you see her???
Can't you feel her???

she's calling you
she's needing you
she's loving you

her voice, so soft
so filled with ambition
can't you hear her?
she's calling you

her innocence, so sweet
so fragile, so petite
can't you see her???
she's needing you

her skin, so smooth
her heart, so new
can't you feel her?
she's loving you

she is you, she's me
she's everything
our existence
our proof
she's fading
because of you

she's calling you
so you can hear her
she's needing you
to know her
she already loves you
just so you can feel her
don't worry love
she's okay

Just Maybe

Her heart beats, anticipating
the time moves slow yet she sits there waiting
to hear those wretched words that might never be uttered from his lips
"I Love You but. . . ." she knows it's coming to this
her fall, her torment, her dreams soon shattered
break her like the others that he had once flattered
he doesn't glare from a distance, seeking revenge
on the she who makes his heart ache and cringe
but he tortures her as if forever is now here
and if they keep up this pace she knows they'll go nowhere
paranoia, lust, dreams at the horizon
seems. too. impossible. to be. good
seems. too. good. to be. true
because paranoia, lust, and their dreams at the horizon
allocates the flaming barrier between themselves
get to focused on their past they can't believe themselves
she knows, she knows, it's bound to happen one day
because the wrong fire will only get bigger and burn them one day
alive as she screams and she runs from her fears
forced to break down produce tear after tear
but she's supposed to be radiant
she's supposed to be virtuous
she's supposed to trust that her maker, knows the plan
and Just maybe this is it. . .
just maybe she submits
just maybe. . she'll be okay
in his arms

A bunch of nothing is what this is

There isn't much to say, but I'm taking the fools path so I'll blog anyways::













I've been pretty much really stressed out lately, as if my mind has buckled me on a rollercoaster. and I'm 9 [I hated rollercoasters] and it's really frustrating. Stressful situations are being thrown to me left and right, and I'm trying to stay strong but it's difficult. It's as if I have nothing left within me to hold on for me so I'm on the edge of the cliff staying up with my teeth, I would put th is in poetry format but . . what ever I write will get bejumbled and stupid looking : / All I can really do is pray, because Gods been the only active being in this thing I call life, he gets me through everything. and I appreciate him and love him so much for it. I suppose being nothing isn't a bad thing. . .I need him so much because I really am like a chicken with it's head cut off when I try things myself.