Is it the fear of insignificance that chews away at my soul?
The Self Antagonizing ways that makes a touch so cold?
You know, that single friend in my head that tells me these lies?
Because misery loves company, so that wouldn't be a surprise.
She goes "Girl, did you SEE that?" but it's no big deal,
and goes "Girl, did you READ that !?" but I know what he truly feels.
But what gets at me the most is when she stands out her chair;
with her crop top, mini-skirt, her hands would fling in the air.
Screaming to the heavens that I'm no good
that I should've done THIS, and if she was me, she would
Causing me to wonder if she wants my man
and her getting in the way was not apart of this plan
But if that single girl inside of me, wants him as bad as me?
Then I know I'm not the only one who see's in him what I see.
and She's not the only one who wants to be a lover thief.
Their sly eyes, and motives forms this girl inside of me.
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How deep!!
That single friend of urs, if she is inside of u, guess what? With courage n patience u can get her to tell u the opposite of what she used to tell if she still does. I don't know if i can call mine " friend " but whoever there were, they used to just show me that I wasn't worth anything. It took me prayers, strength and patience to change him into what i now call a "Friend" because he shows me who i really am but still can look at me in a positive way. idk if it makes sense, but hey u r much interesting that i thought.
Nelly.
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