Existence

Yes, still, forever, always
love, feel, remember, you
want, crave, your, heart
Yes, of course, I still, do

this doesn't make sense but my mind goes on tangents
forever and 3 days thinking about what I have missed
and I have a blockade keeping me from everyone else
stalemate sweet one which makes me kept to myself
but I'm open to you, and vise versa I suppose
I told you I care, tell me what no one else knows
I'll be your diary, the pages that can't be turned
and our friendship is mysterious, and I have so much to learn
about why it exist, maybe this is a sign
but I can sit here in silence, I'm happy, though you're not mine