The Inevitable

So as I sit here in this empty white room
half crazy, half confused
this state of mind one might find to amuse
but I wish I was on some type of drug to sooth

My thoughts and emotions race against time
Wondering why God takes even the divine
Why sweet mistakes and sour sins intertwine
Why I ended up lost when another I tried to find

Anticipating the day I can run into again
anticipation gone, Lost the already missed friend
a slap in the face, by what I neglected to be pretend
But I need to be optimistic, as I've always been

But why must my thoughts wonder so much
If we have never met, never talked as such
I wouldn't have her presence engraved in my mind
but I've known her and seen her as remarkable and divine

But seeing it as inevitable should calm ones soul
but it enrages my heart so no matter what I'm told
I'll still be in this room, half crazy and half confused
looking for something anything to sooth

I can no longer run into her again
It hurts to loose an already missed friend




R.I.P Jelly : / the other angels will love you